Song of the day | to anyone who might relate to this...

No and I don't intend to soon. I am however reading books on life after death. Mainly because, if God forbid something bad happens, I can stay by my baby. I wish everything would be like in "What dreams may come".
Have you tried it? Are you comparing it to being feelingless?

"Dyin' Ain't Much Of A Livin' "
J. Bon Jovi
from the album "Blaze of Glory"

A whiskey bottle comforts me
And tells me not to cry
While a full moon says a prayer for me
I try to close my eyes

But the night's there to remind me
Of the guns and the early graves
The ghosts appear as I fall asleep
To sing an outlaw's serenade

Dyin' ain't much of a livin'
When you're livin' on the run
Dyin' ain't much of a livin' for the young
Is it too late to ask for forgiveness
For the things that I have done
Dyin' ain't much of a livin' for the young

The desert's been a friend to me
It covers me by night
And a snakebite's not my enemy
But it taught me how to fight

All this fame don't bring you freedom
Though it wears a this disguise
When an outlaw is just a man to me
And a man has to die

Dyin' ain't much of a livin'
When you're livin' on the run
Dyin' ain't much of a livin' for the young
Is it too late to ask for forgiveness
For the things that I have done
Dyin' ain't much of a livin' for the young

Solo

And I hope someone will pray for me
When it's my turn to die... pray for me

Chorus