Big Dumb Face

Khalil Gibran once said, that we do not learn things truly by heart only by knowing them. We have to go through them so many times, that we become them. If you want and go through the thought enough times, it will just one day click and become clear as a mountain brooke. It does not have to happen intensively. Just every now and then, and with emotion.

If you go for the drugs, I won't give you any moral lectures. I went for booze. But in the end, it didn't help more than 'til the effects wore off. During one of my walks, I had a moment of clarity, like in before times, and realized, that I will not survuve, unless I take the thing head on. After almost 2 years of trying, I am finally starting to get up from the dark. All I ask, is for you to do anything you feel deep down, is right. Do not care for the morals, ethics or thoughts of others, for your life is your own, and no-one else's.