Big Dumb Face

I walked away from the drug addiction that i started at such a young age. for a long time i kept entirely clean. last wednesday, however, i smoked enough ganja to kill someone with jason and zane. but i couldn't have wished for someone better to have done it with. they were both very proud of me to have stayed clean for so long and a little ganja didn't throw me back into it, although i was afraid it might have led me back. but i'll be okay. and maybe someday i'll be able to know what okay is.