I am back

I don't know how the weather is here. I have yet to venture outside and my windows are boarded up.

Holy shit! I am now Acolyte of the Pile! Oh yes! Oh yes! And 220 posts? Wow...I'm a heavy bullshitter.

Go me.

To get back on topic, I'm back.

I'm going to go bake some cookies and brownies.

Wow...my stomach seems to not be flat anymore but kind of...not flat. Like maybe an inch not flat. Is that normal?

Hmm...

You already said that.
I wish I had a flat stomach...

i had yet to announce to the world that i was baking cookies and brownies now. So blah!

I wish I did too. I hope this is just retained water. Eeep.

Me too.

I'll be heading for bed soon. Starting to feel tired. I'd rather not start another thread going the way the 'mental disorder test results'-thread went last night.

Just need to check few more sites...

You'll get mail tomorrow. Maybe you should have started another thread like that...You were quite silent tonight. Did I ruin something here?

No, I just haven't seen the need to post anything. There really isn't much to say since the marathon last night. I don't lead THAT event rich life.
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A side note. This is close enough real time com, to show how I'm if there're more than me and one other talking...

I'm listening depressing music from ROTT, and actually feeling something. This is magnificent.

(Edited by Glacialis at 2:34 am on Aug. 10, 2001)

Good for you...ROTT? Oh, a sneak preview at the mail. I've been dreaming of Carmen for the past two nights...I have no idea why...

Rise of the Triad. One of the best 3d shooters ever IMHO. It was the last to use the same engine as Commander Keens and Wof3d (yes they all used the same engine). It's a bit old, but I still have it on my PC. It's just a real classic.

This is prob the best and most comprehensive site on ROTT ever, in case you're interested. It has everything from the story to the manual, music and behind scenes pictures and info.

Last night I dreamed that I was driving around the parking lot of a mall, a mall I now recognize as one of the ones we used to go to after seeing BJ. And I pierced the anterior notch of my ear while we were driving, because suddenly I was in the backseat again. And then I took the piercing out and my best friend, Stephanie, and I went into this piercing shop and I was dating the guy that ran the place. But I wasn't dating him, only sleeping with him. And we had an argument, and then my mother walked in and I woke up. Then I fell asleep again and I was piercing my ears again. It felt like cotton when I pushed the needle in. The same feeling I had when I used heroin. But with a slight burning sensation. And everything kept blurring together, and he kept touching me on the arm and the back and on my stomach. And he kissed me from time to time. But everything kept blurring together and the colours kept running in with one another like a painting. Then I opened my eyes, still in the dream, and I was sitting once again with Wade. The guy I met when I sat in the McDonald's and walked over to him. The guy I really began liking. The guy I almost felt something for, despite the fact that I barely knew him. And the guy I found out was terminally ill. And then I woke up and I kept trying to fall asleep once again, to recapture the dream. But I could only smell the scent of water from the shower where mum was. How...strange.

Er....so um...yeah. That was my dream.

(Edited by Fallen at 6:57 pm on Aug. 9, 2001)

Glacialis: D'oh...My favorite 3D shooter ever, how could I forget...Yeah, I know it. D'oh.

Fallen: Strange indeed. This has been one of my biggest wishes, to recapture a dream...

OH shit, Ile, how could I forget...I dreamed about somethis else too...Fallen reminded me of it... I'd forgotten because it had been before two other dreams, all last night. I dreamed about love, a bigger love than  mine! With somebody born on July 19th. I'll tell you all about it int he mail..It was an unbelievable feeling...I'd forgotten..This is what happens with dreams....

Many pieces of music in ROTT are unbelievably mood filled. It's one of the greatest musically too.

That dream was odd. I neve have had anything like that, as I have had the feeling that yours was the greatest I could feel, and thus have felt it already, so if there's a greater one, I can't begin to imagine how that'd feel.

It's odd for me too, because I feel it now again, for Elena. It's OK...Just that morning it felt like it did with Alice...But when is aw my baby again I realized that I HAVE that feeling...I'm not making much sense. I'll go to bed soon too.