I know where this'll lead.

Erm... Was that last one sarcastic?

I'm really terrible when it comes to realizing sarcasm and stuff without hearing.

Didn't mean to make it sound so harsh, but this has happened enough many times to me to start annoying me. I've learned stuff, but haven't... erm... realized what's what I want and what's what other people want.

Now I've been living according to my own values and wants after that, and am starting to really feel emotions. It's like a brand new world for me. X-mas every day. I'm beginning to see why people like living and do things they do. Why they jump around and scream and stuff when they're really happy and other stuff like that. I've even started to use colours other than black.