Salvation

I feel so empty inside. I feel so devastatingly empty inside. I feel
angry, and hopeless, and so terribly alone. I have hungering rage inside
of me, and it's as if nothing in the world will satisfy it. It's as if
nothing in the world will help me in this unrecognizable state that I'm
in. My senses are in a frenzy of despair as I careen up and down the
coast of happiness. I stare from time to time out the window, wondering
and waiting for when the ride will be over. I wonder and wait for when
I'll finally be able to sit on the shore and let the waves roll in, let
the water lap at my toes.
As for now, I sit here in my seat alone, wondering, waiting for the times
to come, for the time to pass.