Do You Know? | Do You Need To?

Today, we went to a friend's house to watch videos. I did not expect you to be so open today, not infront of 4 of our friends. But still we lay together, this time as a jigsaw, with my back to your front, and you rested your chin on my head. Did you not mind that my hair was still damp from the falling rain outside, and our previous trip to the chip shop? Did you mean to gently stroke my arm with your forefinger, or was it a sub-concious act? Did you feel, as I did, the eyes of our friends upon us, knowing, or guessing, what was going on in our minds? Did it bother you to be so close to me, and to have then think what they thought?

As we lay together, I could feel each breath you took, and echoed it with my own breath. I could feel your through my back your heart as it beat. Did you know my heart was beating in rhythm with yours? Did you know that one word from you, one small movement, could change the beat of my heart, and imprint on it forever?

We moved for the next film, and this time I lay behind you, my still damp hair now on your shoulder. Did you feel my face pressed against your back? Did you know how much, at  that moment, I wanted to kiss you? Did you want me to? What would have become of us if I did? Will I ever have the answer to the questions?

I burried my face deep into your back, and again breathed you in. And once again, I hoped that we would become part of each other, in the endless circle of life.