Most important feeling...

I wanted to talk about this earlier, but today i felt it again. There were some beautiful fireworks here, and dad said we should go on the building to watch it. My sister went, so I said I should go to. So to get there there's this stair, normal, fire escape like (the lowest part) and then  a sort of window, very small, on the right side. So I went, and when I was to come back I almost froze there, when I put one leg on the stair and remained with the second one on the building. I got out, I mean my sister had, so...But I realized again that the most important thing for me is safety...I want to be as safe as possible...I don't want to fell the least bit threatened, or it's bad...Safety is of the utmost importance for me. Complete safety...I guess I'm always scared...