Time... | and my oldest dream

Which would be, time travel. or not time travel itself, but returning in time to a certain point. And again, not to necesarily change anything, but to relieve...This used to be the main thing on my mind for a loooong time, when I was always regretting the past. Since I met THE ONE, I stopped wishing for that. Till now, when college is over and it hurts like hell. I want to go back. No matter how far. Just to see that it's possible. And to relieve some things. Not alter much. I still hope sometimes, even if I am happy, that I'd wake up like three years ago or so. Maybe on January 29, 1998. Or another date. Damn. Maybe writing about it will kick it away from my mind. When I think about it it sounds OK, but know that I write it, it looks ridiculous and absurd..Even pathetic..This helps.