Time... | and my oldest dream

No, I don't remember the movie, never even heard of it... sorry. And yes, I do really mean that, I hate my life. And I have a feeling that I have made my parents' lives even worse. Everyone would be a lot better off if I were never born. I would kill myself, but I'm too afraid to. I don't like pain. Besides it wouldn't have the same effect as never being born would. I wish my parents had a different child and not me... Anyways, that isn't what this topic is about...