I am back

Last night I dreamed that I was driving around the parking lot of a mall, a mall I now recognize as one of the ones we used to go to after seeing BJ. And I pierced the anterior notch of my ear while we were driving, because suddenly I was in the backseat again. And then I took the piercing out and my best friend, Stephanie, and I went into this piercing shop and I was dating the guy that ran the place. But I wasn't dating him, only sleeping with him. And we had an argument, and then my mother walked in and I woke up. Then I fell asleep again and I was piercing my ears again. It felt like cotton when I pushed the needle in. The same feeling I had when I used heroin. But with a slight burning sensation. And everything kept blurring together, and he kept touching me on the arm and the back and on my stomach. And he kissed me from time to time. But everything kept blurring together and the colours kept running in with one another like a painting. Then I opened my eyes, still in the dream, and I was sitting once again with Wade. The guy I met when I sat in the McDonald's and walked over to him. The guy I really began liking. The guy I almost felt something for, despite the fact that I barely knew him. And the guy I found out was terminally ill. And then I woke up and I kept trying to fall asleep once again, to recapture the dream. But I could only smell the scent of water from the shower where mum was. How...strange.

Er....so um...yeah. That was my dream.

(Edited by Fallen at 6:57 pm on Aug. 9, 2001)