I Guess I Have Found A Way To Finish My Story

THE END

Erm... now that's traditional.

Tell me more. Or this is all there is to it?

He wasn't answering my calls, so I wrote him a letter, explaining how I felt, etc. In the letter, I said I would phone him on Wednesday to talk, and that if he didn't answer, I would walk out of his life forever.

Never mind not answering, he switched his phone off.

I'm not bitter though, just glad I know where I stand now.

What a fucking coward...Long may his heart be tormented.
The end, for me, came in exact the opposite manner (you know the situation...). I kept calling every day, talking, asking, wishing, and being turned down everytime.
One day her phone seamed to not be working, or I don't know what, but fact is that the next day she asked her roomy, my best friend, how come i haven't called, because I used to do that every day. She was upset...That was the final offense.

i would have whacked the son of a bitches head in with a baseball bat

(Edited by LennyTerd at 7:32 pm on Feb. 5, 2002)

I need his memory out of my head. I need out of Luton. I need out of my own life.

I hate everyone and everything in my life, including my best friend and myself. Why do I suddenly feel I want to die?

That's just that you want a way out. Dying's the most easy one, but I don't think you really want to do that. I wouldn't want you to do that. Hating doesn't help anyone, least yourself. Try to get past hate.

*sigh* Mild advice, but what else can I give?.

Feeling better.... every day is a small mountain, but I'm getting there.... at least I now know I don't nee him anymore...

Hate is good sometimes.

Sorry for this, but...

What a pretentious bastard you are, Amor Fati.  Jesus.  You try to come off as this wise, understanding life-guru, and it just makes you look stupid.

If anyone disagrees with me, read this topic:

http://www.holybuffalo.com/cgi-bin/ib/to...&topic=296

What a faux-"profound" idiot.

I bet you sit around, cross-legged, nodding your head thoughtfully like a disciple, musing over the troubles of the world, mourning the evil of the human race.  Has it never occured to you that simply calling everyone a 'beautiful person' (as if it means anything) or spouting deep-sounding but ultimately farcical statements about life and the universe makes you really look rather silly?

'Hate is good sometimes'

And this is my favourite quote:

CfS:  this means it is the worst time to talk to him

AF:  ...or is it?...

CfS:  yes, yes it is


Hahaha

Stop trying to be solemn and perceptive and noble.  You buffoon.

Mihnea you are quite naive, but you're sincere.
Ah well.

He's NOT sincere, that's the whole point.

He's a smug, shallow, insubstantial, self-indulgent, delusioned trout.

Actually, this is more of a rant against his 'type' than a rant against him.

It's just....Christ!  Don't you realise how saccharine you all are?

(all of you that are his 'type'...heh)

No, he IS sincere in his campaign to be the 'trout'.