Quote: Amor Fati Posted on 12:12 pm on July 18, 2001
This was very disturbing for me to read. Because I have been there...And not with THE ONE unfotunatelly...I though that this other girl might have been the one for me, and I hurt because of this for two year. She cause my biggest depression, and she turned out to be a nobody
Well, looks like my situation DID turn out the same, huh? Ce Las Vie I suppose
I am here Mags, if you wanna talk...What happened anyway? If this is life, then you should get the good parts I got too...
Right now, if this story was on paper, I would tear it up, an if it were on disk/hard drive, I would deleate it (I have deleted what small amount of it WAS stored on my pc)
I know that you'll regret, a little, doing that, and I'm happy that it's posted here. Trust me.
I know that, and thats sort of why I posted it here.
I mean I'd never erase anything from my diaries, I often like to read accounts of those dark times. Cherish what you wrote, because it came from the heart. As usual, I'll be here if you want to talk.
And this here topic is one of my favorites since this board started....
I love you all...
Even if Mag's hasn't talked to me in any special way since my poems.
Fuck. Should I be this loving just being drunk? Shouldn't I need something else? Maybe this is just what I am.
Spread the love, Peppy. Spread it well.
Cherish everything Mags! Everything always has both a negative and positive outcome. It's either a blessing or a lesson. Sorry for the cliche.
I will never get drunk. I hate losing control.