Thats right...everyone leave me. Don't worry. I'll be alright. I'll be just fine. I'll go watch some television or maybe I'll eat. Don't worry. I'll be fine. Damn you!
Oh, Ok then. I'll go to bed. Bye!
Damnit...you better keep your happy ass here.
Okay. I do have to study tomorrow you know...
Oh I can feel the darkness around me take on a solid form and flowing down my shoulders and back. I can feel my sweet melancholie and the burning hatered within me. I feel ALIVE for a moment again. But this'll surely pass in a minute or two.
What would bring about such a wonderful thing?
No way! Hold on to that feeling! What brought it?
Didn't I already ask that?
Fallen's messages and the music I'm having on the background. But it'll vanish. I still don't have sufficient strength or knowledge to hold back the Pseudo Me I have created to not have to deal with myself. Once it recovers from this odd happening, I'm back to numb like before.
Fallen, we posted in the same time...
I feel warm and fuzzy now.
It's fading. It's almost undetectable already. I hate these... these teasers.
Like crushes. They're always such a tease. And feelings. Damn them both. And that feeling when you can't stop thinking about someone, and you eagerly await talking to them and hearing from them. Don't you hate that?
Can't you imagine me winking?
